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Trying to find balance

Tonight, I’m just hurting.   But I’ve been secretly hurting for a while now.   There are no words that can explain why I am feeling hurt and I can only hope it will come out as I type. I just want to cry, just have an all-out ugly cry.   I want to go away for a few days into the woods and just be still in complete silence.   My heart aches and my mind is elsewhere.   In the mist of the realities I am dealing with on my own, no one has a single clue how difficult it has been.   Yet, I smile and say it’s all good just to avoid further questionings.   I’m not one to ask for much because it always seems like I’m in someone’s debt and I’m buried underneath debt of my own.   Every day I am trying my best and every day I know I’m missing something or several things.   I try to backtrack and figure out where did I fall off and why.   Some days I just feel like I must be someone I don’t feel like I am and every day I’m fighting to ju...

I Wanted You to Know

I Wanted You to Know Written by: Gloria M. Matthews For a long time now, I’ve been struggling. Struggling to find the right words, Struggling to find a common ground, Yet to no avail, It was all for nothing. So,I wanted you to know That I loved you so. I wanted you to know That I cared for you, ’Cause I know this much, (I know this much), To be this true. I wanted you to know That I loved you so. I wanted you to know that I cared for you, ‘Cause I know you and you know me, Baby, didn’t you see? I wanted you to know That I loved you so. I wanted you to know That I cared for you ‘cause you know I’d do anything, Anything for you, you know I will. I wanted you to know That I loved you so I wanted you to know That I cared for you ‘Cause this love is A love that won’t ever go away. I wanted you to know That I loved you so I wanted you to know That I cared for you ‘Cause this heartache Is slowly, Slowly ki...