Pieces of Me

While my life may have stuffered some major blows, I'm still fighting to stay positive. In the last few years it's been a long hard fought battle to get to where I'm at now and I'm still fighting to survive with little that I have. I don't have any money to continue on for my four year degree, I don't have enough experience in my own field, the one I graduated into -this is due to discrimination to being hard of hearing and the typical "Oh you don't have enough experience" deal when I show the drive to learn the job as fast as I can. I'm committed to getting things done but I'm so disappointed in the fact that I may not be able to get my four year degree for another few years. I live with my son who is a few month shy from being a year old and I have no help to relieve me from the everyday stressors, and I just got to deal with it day by day. I've suffered major health blows in the last year and still dealing. I have missed out on a

Loved...not loved. Too fast...painful break ups. I learned that love does come your way, but I also learned you mustn't give your heart away too fast. We live in a world of speed. Everything is on fast-forward. No stopping. No one thinks, No one truly feels, Only feel what they want. We want our wants so bad, So bad that we forget reality. We lose ourselves. We lose our focus. In the end...we learned our lessons.