Guarding the heart
Evening though its be two years, almost three, I'm exploring the waters outside of my comfort zone. As I wade with caution, I look to God for guidance. I don't trust my heart to anyone. But my heart will be in God's hands. With all my might, I do want to feel again, I want to come alive again. But I must guard my heart. I must guard my heart, against those who come forth. I must be caution, because the last time...damn near destroyed me. But I want to move forward. I want to have a future shared. As a family. But in God's eyes, I know he'll let me know. He'll let me know.