A pillow to hug, a box of tissues and many tears
This past weekend I was on some sort of an emotional roller-coaster. But in the mist of it, I while I was just tired and stressed out, I was reminded of past hurts out of the blues, loss time, missed friends and family, loss loves, loss everything. I gotta say I must have cried for the first time in God knows how long really hard, all I did was hold a pilliow, with my box of tissues curled up on the couch in the dark and just sobbed away. I was hurting from within for so long, fighting to hang on and my mind was saying to let go and my stubborn heart said "No, just wait!" My mind has already dealt with everything and came to terms with it all. My heart, is one that loves beyond reasons and refuses to give up even after it has been shattered into a million pieces. Talk about conflict of the mind and the heart. ________________________________________________________________________________ Once upon a time, a young girl always used her head instead of her heart. She h