Getting back to life
For a while now, I've been wanting to write a blog - several actually. But due to the nature and sensitivity of a situation that occurred at the beginning of last year, I was dealing with an overwhelming amount of high emotions from all ends. I was not only upset, but felt like I was ultimately betrayed. As I type this, I shake my head because I am also very disappointed as well. Very disappointed. But I am now ultimately done with the longest, most difficult chapter of my life. I have nothing left to say nor want anything to do with that chapter any more. And its sad because its family and when life goes on and expands, its the innocent ones that end up having to pay the price. Unfortunately, I kinda know how that goes, but what can you do? As time moves forward, I have been struggling with my own feelings and struggling with sorting out my thoughts and trying to grasp at a way to make peace with everything. But it's hard to do so when all I want is the truth, nothing