"Pieces of Me" takes you on a journey as I explore the world around and within myself and others with a hearing loss. You may find pieces that you can relate to or understand. My purpose is to share my voice. Enjoy reading!
A Place Called Home
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This is my song for the holiday seasons. A simple little message, A Place to Call Home. Not many around this time have a place to call home. So embrace your love ones and your family.
Your thoughts keep on going, when you want them to stop. You start to think, think deep, deeper and deeper. Wondering, "What the hell?" Wondering and wondering. I'm thinking about everything. Resentments and much more. I hate it all. Not knowing, Not seeing, Not hearing. Thinking... What mistakes did I make? Thinking... Man, I'm really beating the hell out of myself. Thinking... I guess that what they want. It's constant with me. I don't drop shit easily. I do what I can and that's all I can do. What is it? My constant thinking. Making me realize something, You don't care. All you think about is you. I'm nothing but a mere vessel whom gave birth to your child. My constant thinking, Making me realized, I deserve better then this shit, My son deserves better than this. Nobody should see mum-mum so down, feeling unappreciated, disrespected to a certain degree. Nobody, Son knows mum-mum is down. But doesn't know why. Sees mum-mum is sick, sees mum-...
Someone once said to me I will always be miserable. Yet that someone made sure misery kept me company. I sometimes wonder if being a mom is a gift, why is it that some want to destroy it? I'm talking hardcore destroy it. It really makes me wonder, ya know? I know a long time ago, before I even got into anything I said no kids. Somehow, I knew something than. Somehow I lost that part of me. Some keep making it about me. I keep wondering why? My life as I knew it, is gone. I have a new one. Some blame me for someone's life being in the dumps. Some think I deserve no friends- ha! Maybe their right! But yet what baffles me, they ask about me through others, Yet I wonder why? I'm made a joke. Yet when I'm gone and nobody knows where I am, I'm gone. Gone for good. Since every time I find a piece of myself, a lil' bit of happiness, a lil' bit of comfort, a lil' bit of all that's good in life, It just seems as if nobody wants me to have that. It just seems a...
It lies. When it happens to be close to you, it makes you believe it's loyalty lies to you. Truth? It's loyalties lies stale with the wicked. Friend or shall we say Friends, who loyalties are shown but, eventually unravels . Backstabbing, Lies. Stop and leave me alone. Or else you shall be sorry. Your unworthiness is disgusted. Your words mean nothing! Nothing! Oh wait! Did I-I-I hurt your feelings?! Oh poor you! Obviously, you don't get it. You don't deal with reality. You run from it. You hide from it. Your gateway drugs, Slow you down. You could care less, each and every time you smoke. You are stupid. You can't cover your tracks that well. Eventually, eventually When the light shines the truth, Don't back down, Don't even bother, You went back on your word. On your loyalties as a friend. What friend are you? You don't believe. You see as you go and do as you're told. You're a fucking puppet. Get it?! You're a freaking puppet. Don't ta...
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